Idk man I'm so sick of being treated like a leper. And then when people realize I'm capable, and possibly even more knowledgeable or intelligent then they are, it's immediate hostility. I'm really giving up on the real world just wanna isolate and be alone I will never be accepted by most people and don't want to be either anymore. Just gonna work out and play video games and enjoy my hobbies and take care of my family. Screw human society it's mostly garbabge.