I've had the same experience on Xanax. Let me tell you from personal experience of doing this for years, be fucking careful. You start off at the lowest dose like "Huh. That's weird. I feel pretty good and I'm not stuttering." Then it's "Wow, because I'm not stuttering and I'm more relaxed, I feel so confident in general." This confidence then snowballs and you feel fucking great. Sure, you might say things that people don't love or drink while on it. But, hey, you're on a Benzo so you don't give a fuck. All of a sudden, you're popping them at work for days where you think you need it but really, you don't. I feel like I was a lucky one because I was able to tapper myself off it but I made some bad choices while on Xanax. I still keep a back up bottle but it's been months in between the times I take it, and even then, it's only 1 tablet. Be careful, don't take it every day or even past 1-2 times a week in my opinion. You might notice you stutter more on days you don't take it, but that's normal. You need to be able to function without it most of the time. Save it for when you think you really need it.