I feel you and I was treated the same way from teachers, professors, and my own family. Please try this.  [https://speak.voiceplace.com/level-up-your-vq](https://email.lc.voiceplace.com/c/eJxskk2XojwQhX8N7OwD4TOLLOxRum2_FRl1wwlJlAwhoUOA1l__Hu1ZvdPbqnvqVt16SM4p2k4-vUquj3FzaU8TN_W3k9SmyI9gQQObqhpziQR56RUnrBGYsBei6r-NXA2S6bbkTW5uDUNCEWy4-q5TmyE3CmHgu9CNbFZjLvKatS2-sodz4iwPze8qPMmvrS5YnCbl61_Vc5gyJdM2kz3XStZMGtRoRTvyMLBL5F0KEvuFyxwYksinReAGgePHlJDA82BocwQcEDouiFwIAjd6cUMauQX1IkjhxXGA5Tv_HiZQaUzTWt7YAokFkrZhuPqfyAKJYD0To64Z3VSnR_2nLUj-vTuXhmmJBTqApKVvWXV04_Ze-Nlpo9-3wjBP_Nqcm9pE8QKewmVw8S2QDLBfD3vo99nmY3G-4w8WQH7drE7jj24xpN1cRaW_7LBKB9LEUGa7e1t0FbZAEoylroLXxXy9-vLacWbWfZFMzzArJmV8uK88t2zpbfB3KXzPbvV8oXZvZjbV894Cr52ppkvy-wSPFkiidHMmfNib6212X7xLPUnlYvU5mx_Cyxp7mz_O2xRPNZfNefdnGIalU-zbCTwmdS3mNNkTy5vYQj25Ans3GxezAsckMUvH__V1q-yamVJRhBtuN1r1nDKNBMOUKCkZMUrbGpX4zkTtAse3fOf6iPT5l1Z1mjD0zHjE2340KF0xbZsHdPmPbgYRVec_Am4QM_k3YD0C_wUAAP__WH8IQg) I am a lifelong stutterer and I recently came across Roger Love in a documentary with a stutterer. He gives real practical help with airflow exercises which have lessened my stuttering.