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Got a job interview today I had a job interview in May. I stuttered so much. The night before, I didn’t sleep, I was shivering and deathly anxious. Almost fainted before I went to the interview. The interviewer was really nice, but I didn’t get the job. The memory of that interview rendered me useless for 2 weeks, I hated it so much. Now I finally got the courage to attend another interview at a place I really want to work at. Easy commute, nearby gym, city center, hard work. There’s 5 hours until I have to leave for the interview and I’m anxious. Not to the same level as the May interview, but still anxious. My face’s red. I also got my braces tightened yesterday and my tongue’s sore. F*ck that’s bad timing. But I hope that won’t make my stutter worse. If I don’t get this job idk what I’ll do. All my self worth right now is connected to getting a job. If I don’t, idk. I’ll rot in misery, and I really don’t want that.