Sex appeal...

Sex appeal... anyone struggle with this due to their stutter? I can get all dolled up and feel on top of the world but the second I go to say something to my SO it's like all of the good vibes I was feeling vanish. When I'm alone in the bathroom and getting extra glammed up I feel so good but the second I step out that's gone... Stuttering makes me feel so unsexy and when I feel my face contorting or my jaw locking it is terrible. I don't want to bring more negativity into this sub and I'm sorry for complaining, just something that has been on my mind a lot lately.