Stuttering

Stuttering I’ve been stuttering all my whole life due to a possible trauma as kid, bad toxic family environnement. I was getting mocked at school and still to this day by my brother. As a result i hate to speak or if i speak i’m just angry because im getting all emotional, my interactions are lame and don’t know how to handle conversations… I feel like to no one listen to me or take the time to understand me. I’ve no self esteem as a result and I’m genuinely lost as i’m getting older…