Worst day and experience of my life

Worst day and experience of my life So today i went for a job interview, it was my dream job and had been nervous since i got the interview, today was the day i went for the interview. i feel like i completely fumbled it and didn’t get any of my points across i was so flustered and everything was going so fast. After the interview i got in my car and drove home crying, im getting so tired of not being able to control how i talk. Been in a bad place for a few years now nothing seems to be on the up, i try to be positive but it’s so incredibly hard to, especially when you keep getting knocked down all the time. Just needed to vent thanks guys 😕