I understand. However life is suffering and there is no success without any sort of suffering. At times, you have to play the game with these cunty bosses in order to get to where you want to be. We all need money to survive, that is just a fact. However you don’t achieve happiness by gaining more money. You never achieve happiness, you can only be happy and you can be happy. Lastly, I recommend a guy on YouTube called healthygamer.gg. He talks about social anxiety, self worth, confidence, motivation & meditation. He really transformed my life.