Yep they think I can choose when not to stutter and when to stutter. And when I keep on stuttering afterwards they act as if I didn't listen to them and they think I'm not even trying and they get really mad. Sometimes they go as far as mocking me or sometimes they would say "would you like me record how weird you look?" I love my parent with all of my heart but how my parents treat me and my stutter is really fucked up and its the one thing I hate about them. Once I tried standing up to them, trying to tell them that it's not easy, in fact it's hard and I have no control over it but still they said "no it should be easy, it's not hard." They act like they know and understand what it's like but they don't even know the full extent of what life is like living with a stutter. I just wish I could make them understand. Sorry for the long rant, I'm just glad there's a place that I can finally be open about my stutter with other people going through the same challenges as me