Hey there. This is a great place for such rants and the discord might be even better for those in the moment type chats and we can really chat it up about what you're going through because I am sure we can all relate here of course. Do you wanna get into specifics of how your stutter is? Are you fluent on some occasions and when those are or with who, also have you tried to read out loud by yourself to see how that works out compared to being amongst people? We're here for ya! And by the way, if you ever want to practice or chat with someone, whether it's to test things out, just try a conversation and see how it goes over time, you can tend to built up confidence as you chat on the phone but of course it's probably the worst for most stutterers so it could be great practice to do it with one of us, a stranger that's kind of no big deal because there's nothing in particular the call/chat needs to be about. I am pretty fluent now but I would happily chat with anyone that wants some practice and the discord is a great place for such things!