My apologies if this sounds too horrid/depressing But i tried to kill myself twice due to having a stammer. The first time I was 15….the second time I was 22. Both times I swallowed a bunch of painkillers and went to bed and hoped I would wake up, but I did. I’m now 35 and I’m still mentally a mess, but I’ve learned to accept this is how my life will be for the rest of my life so I just deal with it