Tbh I (M29) used to feel this way, but I wanna say a few years ago I finally opened to a friend and it felt amazing. He gave me the perspective that everyone’s suffering from something, that while stuttering is hard, people are suffering from health issues, mental issues, weight issues and other issues you can’t see, the only difference is that mine is visible, but most mature adults understand and don’t care, it changed my whole perspective and now I move on with life like it is what it is. Don’t be afraid to open to loved ones, they’ll feel honored and you never know what perspective you’ll get that’ll change how you view life