No, but that’s what I’m saying. I’m scared to ask out other people is because I don’t know if some random girl is gonna do that even even if they’re friends with my friends. I’ve always been treated like it’s bad and even have had speech language pathologist tell me that it’s never gonna get better and I should just prepare to have it for the rest of my life. To be honest, I live life. It’s just I get introduced to everybody that I’m friends with pretty much by one friend and it’s been so bad that I’ve legit thought about just never dating or trying to have kids cause most people that I know have treated me negatively