This just described perfectly what I’ve been feeling for months now. It’s so damn hard. I’m only 17 and sometimes I wonder how I’m gonna achieve anything in life when I can’t talk. So then it just leads into a bunch of suicidal negative thoughts. It really does suck ass. I see my classmates everyday talking with such flow and confidence and It confuses me why I had to turn out this way. We will be alright though. This may suck but there are a lot of beautiful things about life and hopefully one day it won’t be such a problem for us