Isolating

Isolating So I have a pretty bad stutter and I hate meeting people because of that, I avoid all kind of activities where I have to interact with other people even tho I used to love it, but now it’s gotten worse,i feel extremely anxious just to meet relatives, currently Im avoiding a relative who’s visiting us, he only visits us maximum once a year so I want to talk to him but I just can’t because of my stutter, I’m so ashamed of myself and I bet he thinks I don’t care about him because I try to avoid him, but I really do.