My family suck , they blame me you stutter because you don't do speaking exercise, and guilt shame me that how much money they spend on my stuttering But that's not real they not spend like they are bragging,they could help me when i was young but it like depends on their mood ,i have like 10 days speech therapy when i was 7 where my mother stayed with me as i was kid and it was in different city recommended by my relative where we have to spend 10 days at that spech therapy center, after that whole life they shamed me that you know what to do, so why don't you practise and exercise after every time interval here and there,they could help me to do that What the fuck 7 year old me would have known,that time you adore because of stutterness not stereotype , Then recently from dec to feb i have speech therapy I was outside for studying i had time so i join it I like that i can talk for half an hour to 45 minutes like no one judging or stereotyping but it was like too much costly, it was fun like i have face to face with therapist about why the heck they charged so much, There was not logical reply,it was like they are charging too much because they spend too much to get their degree and same shit,this is lowest and best quality you will get and dissing other therapist and places stuff,but it was good to have this conversation like i struggle to get out words in conversation like this ,i could push him more if wouldn't be a stutter but looking back i am happy, Parent support it, though i made some payment without notifying them because they were not even that supportive but still they shame me with money and that it my mistake that i stutter Like they not accept there imperfect parenting could be a major reason behind my stuttering But anyway most of them made reality what suited them