I might come off as insensitive, but, please, stop whining. I'm sure you've already tried everything to stop stuttering, even on the phone. Since it doesn't help you're left with 2 options - you either hate yourself or you begin accepting stutter as part of you. The more you get turned down because you stutter, the more encouragement you should get from being rejected. You either get motivated or you let your spirit go down. It's a choice you alone have to make.