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Guys!!!! I did it. I spoke my seminar fluently,like from begining to end... wooh hooh :' D I had to speak in an auditorium. Before the seminar i had to wait fr like 4 hrs fr my chance. Yes,i experienced scare and anxiety. I had a pacing heart beat. Infact 10 mins before seminar i had a dry mouth. I didnt know how was it going to go. Something interesting happend during that time, a friend pointed out to look towards the hands of the person who was speaking, that guy is a fluent speaker but his hands were trembling. He was speaking fluently but his hands were trembling. I was supposed to speak just after my friend,i saw even his finger was trembling,and even he is a fluent speaker. What happend is i felt a bit more confident. I felt that ITS ALRIGHT if i stutter!! No big deal. I think thats the thing which made me speak fluently,forever when we have stutterd someone has pointed it out and made it unacceptable for us,most of the times the near and dear ones.But when you see that you are not odd,you are not the weak link,you are not the alone one facing it,even fluent speakers are as human as you are...you begin to accept yourself. As they say, THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE.the truth that all of them are as human as i am set me free.I dont know if i have stoped it forever or not but i do know that we all are blessed. Some people are tall,some are short,,some a fat,some are thin,,some are dark,some are fair,, in our cases we have been pointed out as unaccepted but really its something completely acceptable. Along with that i had the heros of this subreddits coverpage telling me that,hey! We have done it, you can do it too. Now, i could have kept the last part undisclosed but i thought may be someone can corelate with it in their lives too,now or later. At any rate Then came the moment of reality, not only did i speak fluently but i also spoke in a expressive way,stressed on important words and looked at.the audience after every sentence. I used to dream of speaking like this one day!! And here it came. Yayyyy !! :) And a special thanks to everyone for giving me the tips of breathing and drinking water. It also helped. I during the deep breathing felt a bit better and also after drinking water. Also i tried to have as good body language as i possibly can. :) Atleast i have someone to understand the intense feeling of speaking fluently now. Feeling really blessed. Love you guys. :* :* :*