Hey man I really appreciate that, this was my first post on Reddit and honestly I was ready to end my life, I still kind of am. But I’m a lot more content now that I can see people I don’t even know do care, I guess it’s been hard being alone for so long with depressive thoughts. Like you said it really does eat you alive from the inside out, I really appreciate it. It feels more like I’m in a big ocean and with every doubt I have I just sink deeper and I know I’m able to swim out of it but the thought of reaching out pushes me farther down. Ironic kind of, but you’re right. I just gotta take it with baby steps, and with time inside of going down with trying I’ll eventually go up. Thanks a lot dude, honestly saved my life.