So I'm starting work experience tomorrow...

So I'm starting work experience tomorrow... I'm 21 and I've never had a job, I've let my stutter hold me back and I suck for it. Not looking for sympathy, it's my fault, but it's somewhat relevant to my post. Anyway, I've finally decided to try and do something with my life and I've landed myself work experience for 6 weeks. It's a retail gig, nothing spectacular, but whatever, it's something. Anyway, truth be told, I'm nervous as F.. I'm on edge. I'll be stacking shelves and so on and I'm for sure going to have customers asking me questions like, where I find curtains? oh my husband has a bowel condition, where can I find vitamins? Do you guys sell lube? I need lube, My dog is vegan, what food can my dog eat? do you even sell vegan dog food? I have no answers for any of these questions... So I'll have to say I'm new, leave me alone. Regardless of what I have to say, I have to talk. I really don't want to talk to people... I suck at it and I hate talking. I know I have to though, talking to people and working is a part of life, I can't be a parasitical burden on my mum all my life. I feel like I have two choices, either roll with the punches and stutter in peoples faces all day and make some money if they hire me in six weeks, or just kill myself. 'wow bro , dis esculated kwikly o,O' Honestly though, how bad can not existing and feeding worms be? xD The second one is tempting. I hate talking... and I like animals, worms gotta eat, bro. If I had enough money I'd buy a shack on an Island that allows me to be self sustaining and I'd just live there for the rest of my life and just forget that humans exist. xD Stuttering is so annoying. ;/ I guess I'll update you guys on how I'm doing with the work thing in a couple of weeks.