Just found this sub. I'm very emotional 😭

Just found this sub. I'm very emotional 😭 I can't express how happy discovering this sub has made me. Though, I do use reddit regularly but never thought of finding a sub for stuttering. For me, stuttering's randomness is infuriating. I just can't predict somedays I am giving presidential speeches one day and randomly stopping mid way the other. Most portrayals of stuttering in movies or in media is always as a comic relief who are stuck at saying something. But that's never the case with me. Have always been told by my parents, you fear, that's why you stutter but as a 28 year old guy, I feel it's stress more than fear that triggers it, also not speaking your own mother tongue for work or Friendship in a city you aren't even born. I was also randomly googling testosterone's role in stuttering ( how I got this sub ). I found a post about comments like 'forgetting your name' or 'not saying a joke that has come to your mind, letting someone else say it' and immediately felt it IS ME.