Agreed. I don't want to be negative just for the sake of it, but it's true. The most depressing thing about this is the frustration, the loneliness and the constant stress you get as a result of this problem, especially on your "bad days", when you can't even spell your name. And you suffer this all alone. Alone. People don't have any idea of what this feels like. It fucking destroys you inside, even though most of us got used to this a long ago. And even with that shit, you try to be positive. You try to enjoy your days in this world. You try to follow your dreams. But it's hard. It really is.