I understand that, but I'm not always this tired and usually somewhat well rested and can still have flare-ups and stutter on things and in situations I usually don't. I always feel it in my chest and think about it too, and I believe that's what causes most of my stuttering is the anticipation of the stutter. I honestly don't know if they know I stutter, I'd like to think they know since I've stuttered speaking to them and around them. When I went for my job interview and the first day, the two managers who took my interview said it was fine but "not to tell anybody." I honestly have no idea if they were joking or being serious at the time, but I've stuttered around everyone. If someone hasn't noticed by now, there's something wrong. Only one call service I take is struggling and I don't know if it's because of my stutter, if I'm bad at that service or both. The rest of my handling times aren't too bad and are pretty much blended in with everyone else's as far as I'm aware In saying that, they could still be better if I didn't have a stutter. When I was in school I was always told I had a good clear and loud voice. In high school that quickly disappeared when I slowly started to develop my stutter. It's such bullshit. There's no reason for a stutter. I don't understand how it can just develop like that and linger.