I also get kind of envious when I hear others, but I like it when others don’t take there speech for granted, especially with me when I stutter, but that hasn’t happens in a while. I’m going back to school soon, since COVID and all so I can’t really get close to others so 0 social interaction. I dont have any friends so I don’t talk to alot of people except my family. And I don’t stutter allot with them. I also never had any friends who stuttered but I knew some and they were a lot worse than I am, i don’t have friends for deeper reasons but yeah, I guess I like to live life risky because I feel like socially I don’t live my full potential. Thanks for having interest.