I know exactly how you feel. In my school and college years I didn't do things to my disadvantage, just because of my stutter. Till this day it ruins my life. I am turning 24 at the end of this month, and I still don't have a job. Not just work is scarce, but I don't and can't apply for a job where I know I will have to talk to strangers, clients, customers. co workers and so on. People said I would stutter less when I get older, and well am I a lot older now and I don't have any improvements. But some days are better than others I suppose. Guess it's like that for every stutterer