Yeah, same here. I have trouble talking with random people like it is in a setting like that. And yeah, beeing able ta talk with people with different nationalities I also something I would like to be able to do. Last night it was like either sit there silent and come across as a socialy awkard weirdo, or try to speak, where by they woulndn't understand me, and I would come across as a weirdo of some other kind. What realy bugs me that this whole thing makes me feel like I'm not an adult. Also my circle of friends is super huge, and I get a feeling that maybe my friend secretly dont want me to join these kinds of events because I feel like I make people feel weird. I'm glad that I most of the time speak fluently, but these moments get you down, and that I'm missing out.