Please tell me a country were people don't speak? You need to speak everywhere in this world to succeed, that is the whole reason why stutterers have such a high suicidal ideation in the first place. She does regret me , not cuz I am a bad person or she doesn't love me. Its because she knows she brought a person to this world that experienced intense trauma and shame and its her genes that caused it. I also regret the fact she had me. The fact you said your stuttering went away when speaking a different language makes me understand your point 100%. While we share the same disability our experience is nothing alike. You will never get it. No point in talking anymore. I am just sad that people with a mild stutter tend to be even more ableist than non stutterers