My friend there is good news for you. You can beat stuttering. Plain and simple. Now u may have an occasional mess up but everyone who speaks does the difference is it won't be how you are stuttering now. Read this book "speech is a river" by Ruth mead "redefining stuttering" by John C Harrison. And look into all of these people who have recovered. john c harrison, Ruth mead, Sam Crowley, Alan Badmington, Anna margolina. Wish you the best my friend.