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Tonic stutter here Hi there I have problem with stuttering since i was 8-12, can't remember coz it was better or worse from time to time. So it's completely ruined my life, i'm dropped study, job, rejected any relationships. ​ Once i had amazing experience, when i find job and come to my first working day, i was thinking that i should just sit in front of pc and checking some shit. But in fact i was supposed to use speakerphone time by time, so coworker who teached me things about job said me, do that now and say that. She didn't knew that i have such problem, coz I can hide my stutter if i talk not much, coz im tonic stutter. I always very afraid if someone will notice it first time on new place. So i was so shocked and thrilled by this fact i need to use speakerphone and there no way to avoid it, that i... just started to talk 100% fluently, like it was not me but someone else. I was very amazed by it, and it lasted for some time, idk how long, month or more. but when i started to get habituate to the job, it all came back, from single cases to terrible amount and in a result i just quit this job. So, why it worked like that? If i had ability to speak well even for time, it means that problem not in physical side? ​ What can i do? i can't accept myself and live my life. Should i try MDMA or Shrooms as possible remedy? what about tDCS stimylation of brain?