Hey man, I totally agree with you that stuttering sucks, a super easy skill which even 9 yr olds can do perfectly but we stuggle as grown adults. But i think its not the end of the world really, we just have to accept that its the hand that we are dealt and try to make most out of it. We need to be more comfortable in our skin , ik easier said than done, but we must go on. I think its worth seeing what life have to offer moving forward, even its not easy. Best of luck man!