About my friends, I made a mistake while writing. I meant it like I hang out with them and they don't care about it, and I meant that I don't feel accepted in my high school, not with my best friends because they are completely fine with it and I am feeling good around them. My mistake, I just said it wrong, I will edit it right now. :) Thanks for your time writing it, it really helped and I agree with you in everything you said. <3