You don't accept the stutter, you accept the lifelong struggle to beat it. And I mean lifelong. I'm kind of like you, I've had recent success and it feels great, but I've also had days where I've regressed because I became complacent. I think the key is to never become complacent, while still accepting our mistakes and moving on from them. We *can* beat it. We *won't* ever be perfect, but that's OK. We live each day and every time we talk will be a battle, but imo accepting that reality is most of the fight. We got this, don't give up.