My advice: stop thinking about it bro. Don't go down the rabbit hole of your mind. Don't compare yourself to others just accept that you are different and keep on living. 😕 This is a warning bro I'm only in highschool and all I did was think about my stuttering everyday and that shit does not even help it makes you extremely self aware. I also hope you can master the skill of lying to yourself so you can be more comfortable.