I used to hate raves socially, but I did end up meeting new people, which was cool! unrelated, but I did LSD & MDMA not too long, and it was the first time ever in my life I could speak so clearly without a stutter, and it made me realize that if I can be this happy without a stutter, then why can’t I just be happy with a stutter? It’s all about loving yourself as a person and not giving a single fuck!! I know it seems impossible to not care about what others think, but a thing I like to tell myself when I’m trying to decided if i should socialize or go out in general is that no one will remember this in 5 years, or this is something I’ll probably regret not doing it younger.