Great to hear your story. I don’t have any Toastmasters experience but I do speak weekly in a school assembly in front of ≈ 150 people. The more I do it, the better I become (in my opinion, at least!) I’m quite a nervy public speaker because of my stammer. However, for me, reading a book on confidence changed my perspective. So, I admire you for joining TM. Puff your chest out and smash it