Accepting stuttering isn't going to be easy at all for me. It's like having someone shove literal shit down your throat daily. Just the thought of enduring stuttering for the rest of my days makes me irate. I have viewed comments, videos, and blogs about acceptance etc and none of them made me feel better. It's great that there are people out there like you who are okay with their stuttering. I'm not sure if I can ever be okay with it.