Hey, I'm very impressed! It's awesome that you work as a museum guide. God, that would be a nightmare for me ;). But it's cool that you are really seeking these public speaking situations in order to lose your fears (and probably you actually like your job). If you don't mind, I would like to ask you some things, but it's rather personal so if you don't want to answer or prefer to write me a private message it's absolutely fine. First I would like to know how you feel about the origin of your anxiety issues. Do you think that it is "only" a reaction to your stutter? And in which way are the SSRIs working out for you? And another thing I'd like to ask - did your stutter during public speaking improve due to your job? Or did you just learn how to deal with it in a better way?