I used to lean on alcohol in my teen ages, and till 28 yrs, quit drinking because I abused liquor, even was sacked once because of it. Now I am unsociable grumpy California sober man. Psychologist is useless and there are no good psychotherapists in my country. Logopedist once said that stutter will disappear when I get married and start a family. How dafuq can I find a woman to start a family if I have never even tried to ask one out?