Tomorrow I have final thesis presentation and its getting me anxious
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Tomorrow I have final thesis presentation and its getting me anxious This is Live long stutterer of 24 year old, and I dont know how I survived till now being elder child and a cronic public speaking stutterer. I have an very important presentation tommorow of my final thesis and i am not afraid anymore what will happen. This loss of fear is due to a lot of practice and still not achieving the results which I wanted. Just for reference I have gone through as many blockades and tension that my neck and mouth is sore now. I feel like what ever happens will happen I dont care anymore. Generally I tend not to stutter much while regular conversations but for these extra anxious task, I have my other side which cant speak a word properly. I hope its goes well and I qualify and to make matters worse profs tend to ask for repeat for not satisfactory performance and I would have been okay for that as well, but my major advisor is going on study leave from tommorow onwards itself. I got a R then maybe I have to repeat whole semester with another advisor and do all work again. Isnt it funny, and now I cant do a thing about it. Everytime I think I am improving and these herculean monsters come in my life and wreak a hell on me. For a stutterer its a mutiny and wanna die in peace than get slaughtered.