postr/StutterJune 7, 2019

I need your assistance

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I need your assistance If this helps at all, I have a moderate stutter, and have been stuttering since I could speak. Hey, everyone. I cannot live like this. I can't make friends, because when I talk to them, they look at me like a freak. I can't talk to the girl I like. People tell me, "please, it can't be that bad...", or, "speak slowly", which pisses me the fuck off. I'm sick of people calling me a weirdo. I'm sick of people asking me for help and I can't even fucking help them. I get bullied, made fun of by people mocking me "M-m-m-membrane". Of course I am not going to kill myself. Though all those guys can suck Michael Scott's herpie lips. I'm sick of having to repeat the sentence I said fluently and stutter and embarrass myself. I don't even know how I'm gonna find love with such a horrible curse. I don't even talk to anyone at school, and ignore everyone trying to talk to me, which RARELY happens I really don't give a monkeys left nut anymore. I block SO MUCH on the phone. Being in High-School doesn't help at all. I'm done. Redditors, you're the only ones who can help me. Help?

Themes

Emotional ExperienceAnticipation & AvoidanceIdentity & DisabilitySocial & RelationshipsSpeech & Stuttering

Subthemes

Helplessness & AgencyHiding & ConcealmentAnxiety & Social JudgmentStigma & BullyingLoneliness & IsolationBlocks & Stoppages

Codes (2)

intimidation_authorityrepeating_oneself