Don’t think as crazy about it!! Try not to have that anxiety and fear of letters, consonants, and words.. For real my speech can be terrible I was born with a block and a stutter.. I was diagnosed epileptic 10 years ago and wow it hurts my speech a lot, both pre and post seizure.PRONUNCIATION.. I LOVE AND ALWAYS HAVE SHAKESPEARE, WORDSWORTH, TENNYSON, Keats, Tupac all poetry and rap.. I journal and I write. I have ALWAYS FREESTYLE BATTLE RAPPED AND JUST RAPPED I belong to A.A & N.A and speak to Programs, Hospitals, and institutions. I speak to the local schools to like 3 groups of 150 kids. I speak openly about my personal experience with Mental health, Epilepsy, Drugs and alcohol, and Simply the importance of being kind and not Judging anyone.. ITS BEAUTIFUL TO BE DIFFERENT.. IVE GROWN TO LOVE MY STUTTER, MY TWO LAZY EYES, and EVEN MY EPILEPSY My Secret Tips That Help ME Everyday Are Speaking Slowly and over pronunciation off the individual syllables. Like I said I rap and stuff.. I’m white but I kind of speak a little dramatic and will even use a very slight accent; talking with hands helps me a lot too.. Idk I just want to help in anyway I can!!! The struggle is real .