Oh man I get you dude. I believe in God as well and if I’m being totally honest… I tried to kill myself a couple times because my situation was so bad. I’m only 17 years old and I feel like I’ve been through the pain of an average 70 year old. I don’t have any advice to give you or anything. I still get angry at God every day because I’m insanely confused why he won’t just take my stutter away, but I just want to say that I feel the same way and hopefully God will take my stutter away eventually. I know if a lot of people see this they are gonna go crazy about me hoping that my stutter will go away. I really don’t get a lot of you guys on this subreddit. I respect owning your stutter and just living with it, but that’s not the route I wanna take.