I think i lost my chance with her

I think i lost my chance with her so theres this girl ive known for a while and my stutter kinda goes up and down, it has never been that bad whenever i talked to her. i like her and ik she likes me back from different clues ive got. asked her last sunday to do this activity together and we did it. that day my stutter was really bad like it has somehow been the past week. i mean she knows that i stutter and its something id say ive accepted about me at least for the most part. it got embarrassing for me and i felt like a loser. for now she will remain a friend. am honestly slowly coming to terms with dying alone lol