I do. Every single day. The thing is I started stuttering pretty late, like when I was about 14 years old. I remember being a "fluent" person. I remember being able to tell stories and jokes, speak on the telephone, talk to strangers etc. I remember being a likeable guy and I remember people wanting to hang out with me. I don't know if I should be thankful because I got to experience being "normal" at least at one point in my life or rather feel cursed because I clearly know what I'm missing out on.