This advice probably won't help, but I've began testing a new method for the stutter. It is called, "Don't try to fight it, there ain't nothing that you can do." Talk like you are riding a bike, perhaps try a little bit, but not hyper focused, just focused enough for coordination. Also, I can relate to all ur feelings man. I have a stutter too, am a 16M, and can never retain any of my classmates attention long enough to make friends. I am given pity by everyone due to my stutter. It is not a nice feeling to have a stutter, but I just say to try to accept it. Someday, it will all change. Someday