i relate; it hurts, so bad, many times i think; why me? when i'm alone, i have confident, i'm cool person and people will like me, but when i have to deal with social interactions i be different person, i feel like i'm brain retarted, they think i'm dumb, they think i don't know what i want to say, they think i'm weak, weird, insane; yeah, it doesn't matter what they think! but, it's frustrating! we can't show them our true self that is confident and cool; i want to show me too, i want to be cool too. i'm just, i'm, so tired.