i totally get you! middle school and highschool were the worst years of my life. i used to have big dreams about my career and so on. now, after graduating, i dont even want to go to uni. its ridiculous because i am very smart and academically gifted. its crazy what stuttering can do to you. there was this thing that me and my friends used to do instead of presentations. we would ask the teacher for permission to make an educating video instead a boring presentation. of course, in order for this to work, you need to have someone in your group willing to put in the effort. for me it worked out perfectly since i stutter nd dont wanna talk + my best friend aspires to be a film director. i do the research and she does the editing. see, this is a lot of work but it pays off. these videos got us the best marks. the teachers love a change of routine. + i get to record my voiceovers for the video at home, alone, where i dont stutter. Aand you learn so mucho more and can spend quality time together w your friends.