I'm really not into this stuttering acceptance bullshit like "it's part of you, it makes you unique, etc". Fuck that. I see stuttering as an annoying fuck that I must continue fighting to have somewhat of a normal life. Yes you will have horrible days but you will also have nice days if you fight. Don't let this fucking garbage stuttering kill you. Tell it to fuck off and continue living. Focus the most on things that you do have control over and it will make you feel a lot better. Work out, learn a new programming language, and build. There are TONS of things out there that do not require talking. Feeling good about your accomplishments will help you negate some of the bad feelings you have about stuttering. Fight on.