Ugh, I am so sorry to hear that. I am finally in my final year, I still plan to go to grad school which I can only imagine the amount of speaking I will have to do. In good news, I studied abroad this past summer, and while my stutter definitely got in the way a lot, there were many times where it didn’t. I had to do an interview to be accepted, I stuttered every word but thankfully my interviewer gave grace and still saw my potential. I never imagined that me, a person who has a stutter, made it that far, but I am proud I did! Don’t get me wrong there are weeks where my stutter is just bad and it really messes me up mentally, but there are good weeks too, thankfully