Be careful dude. This can lead to a dark, dark place. Have you considered speech therapy? When I'm not in therapy (or even just lapse in my work) my fluency goes waaaaaaay down and leaves me incredibly depressed and afraid to talk to anyone, including my own family. That feeling snowballs and then.. Boom, you're sitting in your room alone every night practically crying because it feels like this fucking monster is eating you. I attend therapy regularly now, and I work at it. Even with my work my stuttering is still quite severe, but it is *tamable*. I don't ever want to be back in the dark places I have been. I'm here for you, PM me anytime (I mean it).